Your Existing Situation

Under considerable stress due to the demands of the existing situation. Trying to extricate herself from the things which restrict her or tie her down.

Your Stress Sources

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the rank and file. This subjects her to considerable stress, but she sticks to her attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Finds the situation uncomfortable and would like to break away from it, but refuses to compromise with her opinions. Unable to resolve the situation because she continually postpones making the necessary decision as she doubts her ability to withstand the opposition which would result. Needs the esteem of others, compliance with her wishes, and respect for her opinions before she can feel at ease and secure.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Exacting in her emotional demands and very particular in her choice of partner. The desire for emotional independence prevents any depth of involvement.

Your Desired Objective

Takes easily and quickly to anything which provides stimulation. Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics cleverly so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermined others' confidence in herself.

Your Actual Problem

Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.

Your Actual Problem #2

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.

      Wow...what a week! From Sunday to today, I've lived on *counts* about 18-20 hours of sleep...Soo sleep deprived! So naturally during class I've been a bit...umm...well, I just haven't been paying much attention!

Finally it's August! Which means
a) Birthday Month!
b) It's the end of Winter!

I use to love Winter, but due to climate change, have you felt winters have significantly dropped in temperature? I struggle to wake up in the mornings and trudge to the bathroom in the cold , getting changed is even worse! And getting out of the car into school...*shudders*

Tomorrow is Jade's 17th! Wow, it's been a good 12-13 years I've known her...since the beginning of '96 for Preschool!
We've got dinner party plans tomorrow to celebrate Jade's (2nd of August), Sonia's (4th of August <--OMG BREAKING DAWN OUT TODAY FOR AUSTRALIA) and my (16th of August) 17th Birthdays! We've been friends since Kindergarten

I'm sure there will be heaps of photos, (maybe not because I just found out my uncle will be at the same restaurant 2mrw and it'll seem rather rude to keep flashing our cameras) and I hope this time SONIA will join into Jade and I's spontaneous and face pulling craze! (as sampled in Annual City Trip photos)

Unfortunately, I'll have to go to tutoring first in the afternoon, and I'm sure my spirits will be uber high to even consider concentrating (depends, maybe better being not sleep deprived!)

Anyway, I'll post photos up tomorrow, right now I'll keep enjoying my ice-cream (my heater is on) and brace myself to start saving Birthday money up to save up for my trip to Europe for graduation xD


I don't intend to sleep on Monday night to read Breaking Dawn god damn, why does Australia release it on Monday! should come out tomorrow like every other place...ahh well, I guess it's fate for me to study for Eco Assessment on Monday!

Vote for Kerrie for Prefect!

and I feel like a weight have been lifted off my chest ...

The not-so-annual girl's day out to the city was today xD We missed last year coz I had relatives over but yea...

Woke up today around 9:30? Possibly the earliest I've been up all holidays! So got ready (I did take a long time to decide what to wear...) and then Aunty Eileen came to pick us up =]

In the car Jade, Sonia and I were, well discussing some serious matters of our fortune: "What We Cannot Be" and well, I think I've obliterated every occupation . Caught up a bit, good times good times....

So we arrived at the city...around 11? And then we shopped around Paddy's...Jade found a very snazzy pair of glasses xD



So yea, then we got bored of Paddy's so went into Market City for awhile and shopped...then met up with my mum and Aunty Eileen to have lunch...of course we had ramen! haha...

Then after lunch we split up again and we went to Capitol for our sticker photos...We weren't ready half the time xP

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Man I look so gay xD

So after that we walked around and got our Easyways...which, unfortunately was super sweet again ><" Why are the city ones always so sweet? We walked to Kino drinking our very sweet Easyways...and unfortunately the sugar high caught up with us uber quick so we were laughing and joking around and people looked at us weirdly...*sigh* If people didn't know, they would've thought we were drunk...But the weirdest thing would have to be this guy coming up to us asking:

"Are you girls over 21 yet?" ...... ROFL XD

But anyway, we walked back to Market City on our high...but after the walk we were pretty much all wasted...shopped around...OMG I saw the Agent Ninety-Nine (it's a brand for those who don't know) Military Trench Coat! And IT WAS ON SALE...From $140 to $80 and a further reduction as well...but, someone bought it *sigh*

I'm more interested in this one though...the Agent Ninety-Nine Canvas Biker Jacket:


I saw a similar looking one at Giordano for $90, it looked ok, but not as snazzy as this one xD

So finally we met up with the mums again and back home we went! Sonia was tired from the high and she went to sleep in the car, but Jade and I still had some sugar in our systems and went crazy with the cameras xD... Come to think of it I still have to get some photos off of her coz some were hilarious xD



The sun was already setting as we left.... From the serious, to the not so serious, to the loving-our hair smell, to the unserious =]










These are only a select few from the many photos we took...Jade has the star photos xD

So then we stopped off at Eastwood so I could get my new glasses and to buy some groceries for 2nite's dinner which was japaneses style grilled eel with rice ^^ yumm...



New glasses...haha

Man, I'm tired from blogging...What a tiring but satisfying day

Today went to Parra for Rahul's B'day BBQ

Got there round 9:30 to meet up with Vince so we could shop around a bit...never knew shops were open 10:00? haha well usually I'm asleep...

Shopped a bit, he bought me a USB Tv Tuner ^^ yay! Cept I havta wait til next week to use it in my room coz I don't have a TV cable in my room and the little antenna they gave me sux...It worked fine on my sis's comp tho coz she has a TV cable...COOL!!!!

Haha, hmmm then went to Lvl 1 foodcourt and Rosa, Ed, Ankesh, Harry and Johnny were there...then met up with Rahul and co to walk to Parra Park (who knew it took like 20-30 mins?) Man I'm tired from all that exercise xD
Played around, din play touch footy coz I din really felt like it so played badminton xD ate a bit...played more badminton n left round 1:15 wit Vince (the walk back took another 20-30mins) then shopped around wit mum n dad for awhile and went home...



 

 



Dunno why my photos are so blue....haha O well